Life in pics + may goals!

i did my third piercing on my right earlobe. hopefully this one will not get infected like the last one *crossing my fingers*

had coffee at acme bar and coffee at troika in KL. it was good and had a great time catching up with danisha :)

on the side note, I AM EXTREMELY BROKE. thanks to all the shopping i did while i was in KL. i spent a lot on food *DUH* and clothing. well, i bought a long dress for my cousin's wedding from karen millen *justifiable purchase in my opinion, especially since it was on sale!* and a boxy top from shopbop.

following the blogs i follow, i think it will be good to share some goals on my blog and revisit them every month. this month i shall:

1. study consistently

i want to really master my psychiatric knowledge since it is very interesting. i will make it a point to study on the weekends ( 2 hours of studying the clinical presentations and managements  and 2 hours of doing my assignments and 1 hour everyday at least to revise general medicine and general surgery stuffs )

2. SHOP LESS!

god, i really need to shop less. i really need to prioritise my spending. i definitely i didn't need to buy the boxy top from madewell but i bought it anyway and it is not even flattering on me! :'( well, i learnt my lesson the hard way. so this month, after the recent trip to KL, i shall not spend any more money on clothes until next semester.

3. lose weight

again, i weigh 66.5 now. i promised myself that i will be more toned and lean for my cousin's wedding in august since i do not want to embarrass my mom and i do not want to feel inferior compared to other girls. i will make it a point to eat healthily and control my sugar intake. and workout more! i know i can do this i just need to put more effort into it. i need to weigh 65 by the end of may.

4. blog consistently

i realize that when i blog consistently, i feel better emotionally. and i shall post at least 2x/week. 

5. be more fashionable

with all the new clothes i have purchased, i will make it a point to look more presentable. i shall talk about my fashion inspiration in my upcoming blog post.

thank you peeps for bothering to read my nonsense:) it really means a lot to me

xx

whatsapp from my coucou

i will always be patient with you my love.

i know your past with relationship was not all sunshine and rainbows, mine neither.

i cannot change yesterday. i cannot promise you tomorrow, i can though promise you that everyday i will work to make us stay intact and i will always love you as though you are the last lady on planet earth.

we may differ in certain belief and practice but what are humans if we are all the same and i respect that.

i will always be yours love.

study hard and not lose notes no more!

<3 <3 <3


he just had to remind me that i lost my hematology notes :) and made me smile while doing that. 

the village/ the dusun

these pics from the dusun make me crave for a small getaway since life has been a little too hectic. especially with studies.

enjoying the nature. just let the nature to work her magic on you.

this is one of the places i would love to visit before i turn 25.

yes, i have my 25 before 25 list :)

have a good weekend loves. 

go away and don't come back

people ask me if i am okay.

people ask me if i am doing well without you.

i am well. until they ask me about it.

you're like the chocolate bar i ate when i was dieting and tried to ignore the fact that i ate until someone reminded me of the calorie content.

there are so many things i want to tell you.

but i always run out of words.

stop posting whatever you are feeling on facebook. even though those statuses are anonymous, i am not stupid enough to not know that those are aimed at me.

let me make it clear. i am not a slut just because i wear shorts. or tank tops.

i am the same person, with and without you. still the same girl who obsesses over fashion and studies like a crazy person. still the same person who cries whenever i see cockroaches.

the same person you fell for. 

so..if i am a slut. then you fell for the slut. 

i hate how i always read your statuses and how i feel so low and unworthy after reading them. i hate how you always attack other religions, especially mine. i hate how you always calculate the amount of money left in your wallet after you treat me to a dinner when we were together. i hate how you complain about the stuffs mom buys for me. it is not my fault if mom buys me chanel and givenchy bags. i hate how you make me friendless in medical school last semester. i hate how you always give me the hostile look as if i am the most disgusting piece of shit after we break up. i hate how you always talk as if you have gone through a lot of stuffs. i hate how you always make sound when you chew.i hate how you always complain about small things. i hate how you always act as if you know me better than my mom. i hate how you are such a cheapskate.

someone called me after hearing about our break-up. i was fine. then i got reminded of everything.

i hate you. 

i hate that i always check your statuses.

i hate everything related to you.

i hate it.

when people say there is only a thin line between love and hate, those people are right.

i want you to go away. and never come back. i don't want any memory of us to every exist anymore. just go away. 

you ended it. so you have to go away.

now i know why aisyah broke up with you. 

i bet it is for the exact same reason with what i am feeling right now.

 

sunday soundtrack. EARGASM

hotness. eyegasm. eargasm. 

if you guys don't feel the same way, then you guys are nuts.

yes, i am not taking back my words.

the hair. the voice. GOSH! *DROOL*

well. somewhat tie with adam levine.


definitely better than my anatomy lecturer who has perky gluteus maximus. ;)

WELL.DON'T JUDGE. that happens when you are a medical student. TRUE STORY


off to have awesome lunch date with elaine and tracy <3

ciao!

Life in iPhone pics. Again ;-)

cmym

My scents at the moment. I vary between these three, depending on my mood.

Chicken rice from chinese auntie shop near my place. always brightens up my day. :-)

Body Pump class. love love this. i like the sore feeling that i get after the class. go bum bum booty!

three layer tea. palm sugar/gula melaka, full cream milk, thick tea. NYUM

sui yok a.k.a crunchy pork belly with green chili dipping sauce at Hungry Hog. <3

well, anatomy just has to be there to balance out all the fun i've been having ;-)