Life in pics + may goals!

i did my third piercing on my right earlobe. hopefully this one will not get infected like the last one *crossing my fingers*

had coffee at acme bar and coffee at troika in KL. it was good and had a great time catching up with danisha :)

on the side note, I AM EXTREMELY BROKE. thanks to all the shopping i did while i was in KL. i spent a lot on food *DUH* and clothing. well, i bought a long dress for my cousin's wedding from karen millen *justifiable purchase in my opinion, especially since it was on sale!* and a boxy top from shopbop.

following the blogs i follow, i think it will be good to share some goals on my blog and revisit them every month. this month i shall:

1. study consistently

i want to really master my psychiatric knowledge since it is very interesting. i will make it a point to study on the weekends ( 2 hours of studying the clinical presentations and managements  and 2 hours of doing my assignments and 1 hour everyday at least to revise general medicine and general surgery stuffs )

2. SHOP LESS!

god, i really need to shop less. i really need to prioritise my spending. i definitely i didn't need to buy the boxy top from madewell but i bought it anyway and it is not even flattering on me! :'( well, i learnt my lesson the hard way. so this month, after the recent trip to KL, i shall not spend any more money on clothes until next semester.

3. lose weight

again, i weigh 66.5 now. i promised myself that i will be more toned and lean for my cousin's wedding in august since i do not want to embarrass my mom and i do not want to feel inferior compared to other girls. i will make it a point to eat healthily and control my sugar intake. and workout more! i know i can do this i just need to put more effort into it. i need to weigh 65 by the end of may.

4. blog consistently

i realize that when i blog consistently, i feel better emotionally. and i shall post at least 2x/week. 

5. be more fashionable

with all the new clothes i have purchased, i will make it a point to look more presentable. i shall talk about my fashion inspiration in my upcoming blog post.

thank you peeps for bothering to read my nonsense:) it really means a lot to me

xx

sad wallet, happy girl

because a sad girl can use a new pair of calvin klein shoes that were on major sale (60%!)

i would like to think that my new pair of shoes will help me achieve that trés chic look too :p

the only thing crying now is my wallet.

my new babies!

so i bought these babies from shopbop. the brand is sol sana, which is an australian brand.

they are very comfortable and i like how the alligator skin part makes it look unique. and the black color means it is very easy to mix and match. 

but honestly they look nicer in pics than real life. maybe it is because of my chunky ankles. but yeah, i feel they are slightly overpriced.

still i love them and i was at desperate need of new everyday sandals. i can wear them to uni and for casual outings. i wore them on my date the other day and they were comfortable.

i wore them with dark straight cut jeans and long sleeves tee in white and my black handbag. and my date said i looked good :) 

ashley graham. one of my current girl crushes.

pretty. humble. real. and THAT KILLER BODY!

need i say more?

beauty products i swear by

some beauty products i swear by. lucas papaw ointment for my dry lips and nail cuticles and rosken cream for my super dry skin. they are cheap and a lil amount goes along the way.

i know they do not look fancy but these products are bad-asses. true story.

i decided it is a good change from my recent sobby posts.

ciao loves!

that thing i do when i procastinate

my website to go with adorable pics of food. www.bakerella.com

how i would love to experience this. cute <3

ordered this KARLA DERAs x ROMAN LUXE from revolve clothing. love

My New Baby :D

The new love of my life ( I am sorry S :P )... *DRUM ROLLS PLEASE*

My new baby, large Givenchy Nightingale in calf skin

 

I just have to share this happy news :D I love this bag and its versatility. And it suits my emo/hippie style hehehe :D 

Okay, I am off to have lunch with S, study and then body pump session at night! :D

One Shoe Too Many...NOT! (and some random updates)

Is there such a thing as too many shoes for girls? 


Oh my God... This is so rhetorical... Obviously no!


I have been eye-ing on Michael Kors shoes because his design has the boho/chillaxed vibe to it. It totally suits me! Plus, people have been saying how comfortable his shoes are. I am so going to save money so that I can splurge on Michael Kors shoes!

KORS Michael Kors Jacinda Vintage Calf Wedges in Barley
picture taken from www.polyvore.com

What do you think about this one? I love the tan color, the boho vibe, the stripes, and the lux feeling that you get from it. I can picture a girl wearing dark skinny jeans, black loose tank, aviators, some boho bag, and these shoes! And don't forget some bangles! Hermes bangles would be nice ( check this post ).


And for those of you who are asking why I am blogging because last time I posted a post, I said that I was heavily studying for an exam. Well, the storm has ended! :D I don't know how I did but hopefully I did well. I will tell my result once I know. 


I just had banana+orange smoothie that I finished in 60seconds. Now I am extremely full and sleepy. LOL. So much for yoga. But tomorrow I am either going to work out or do eyebrow threading. My eyebrows look werewolfy! :( But I also need yoga so badly because I just did body pump class yesterday and my body is aching! Oh well, no pain no gain right? My weight has gone down a bit to 66.5-67 :) I am happy about the improvement. The tortoise wins the race, remember? ;)


I have something exciting to tell coming up! I am going to let you guys know about it soon! :))


xoxo

Gossip... What's Your Stand?

Just admit it, when a bunch of girls meet, gossip bonds them over. It is a common denied knowledge because when you hear the word gossip, your mind directly makes you think of a group of bimbos that only know how to pout and talk bad about others. That is exactly what happened. I just woke up from a long nap and suddenly my sister asked me to join her and her friends for a girl's night out. Then, when I met her friends, I found out that her ex is now dating the mean girl from my high school that I am never a big fan of. From there, the rest is history.

I know that this sounds so mean and bitchy but sometimes a little gossip is good. Not too much, just a little bit. Why only a little? Because when you gossip too much, you will one day realize that you will become this shallow person that always judges others. I have a love and hate relationship with gossip. I hate how it makes me feel super guilty, vain and shallow after doing it but I can't help the satisfaction of doing it. For me, I goss like I rant. My topic circulates around people whom I find super negative. Exhibit A, this mean girl from my high school because apparently she used to talk negatively about me and laughed about me when I was in high school when in fact I never did anything to her.

Anyway, this morning, I woke up feeling terribly bad and I promise you guys and myself that I will try to cut it back. Because if everyone keeps on gossiping, it will never end. Everyone will always badmouth everyone and that is not nice. So, I want to apologize because I gossiped last night but I wouldn't deny that it felt good in a way.

Besides gossip, we also talked about the latest fashion and beauty craze. Apparently my sister's friend works at Bazaar Magazine! :D And she wore the Hermes bangle I've been eye-ing for!

How lovely is this bangle?

  For dinner, I ordered squid ink ravioli with seafood and mascarpone cheese. It was not fantastic and quite bland to be honest but the seafood was fresh so I devoured all the squids and shrimps but I only ate one ravioli. I also ordered vanilla tea which tasted divine! :)))

I would not mention the restaurant name because usually the food is good ( according to my sister ) so when I give it a second try and I think it's good, then I will mention the name. :))

I am going back to Malaysia on the 12th! I can't wait to see S! :)) 

Earrings-gasm! :D

How awesome are these babies??? :DDDDD I found them after having dinner with my siblings and I knew that I just had to buy them! :))) These are earrings from House of Harlow. They are adorable and super versatile. I love pairing them with black racerback tanktop, skinny jeans, converse, and my mini Alexa bag from Mulberry. :)))

But, there is no such thing as too many stuffs for girls! :p Now I'm trying to save money to buy a new Balenciaga Pompon Bag in Black :)))) It's so adorable and it has that bohemian vibe to it which I really adore! :)))

Sorry that I've been missing. The internet connection in my house sucks :/ and it just got fixed so yea. That's another reason why I don't post many pics in my blog. :((( Sometimes I am so envious of other blogs because they have many nice pics and all. But hey, I am a newbie ( That's what I've been telling myself ) so I have all the rights to post as few pics as possible. ;) Self denial at its best I guess? Hahaha.

And about the weight loss journey.... I've been working out and eating as clean as possible but it's so hard to avoid munchies! Especially during holidays :((( I weighed myself and now I weigh 67.5kg 

But I know that if I keep on doing the hard work, I will finally reach my ULTIMATE GOAL WEIGHT. <3 AND I'M SUPER STOKED TO GET MY ASS INTO MEDICAL SCHOOL AGAIN! *nerd*

That's all for today dolls! ;) And I need to tune in into E! Channel because I need to get my bimbo brain going by watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians!

Just a Random Boring Holiday

I don't know what to name this post because I guess today's post is just a random musing about my day.

Holiday is getting boring because there's nothing much to do but I am quite proud of myself because I managed to drag myself to the gym today :D

I did 30 minutes on the strider, another 30 minutes on the cycling machine and another 30 minutes to do strength training for my triceps, back, shoulder and hamstring. :) Quite a good beginning.

Then I watched season 2 of Gossip Girls and watching Serena/Blake Lively truly motivates me to work out harder and taking care of myself better! She's totally my girl crush! :DDD I would love to be a brunette doctor version of her LOL. And her outfits through out the show are amazing. But my style is a mix of her style and Vanessa's style. I like to keep things on the edgy side ;)

But today is quite on the bad side because I just realised that I couldn't find my J Brand leggings! :(

They cost quite a fortune and they make my legs look grand and divine!!!!!! :((( Urgh I don't think I can find jeans as comfy as J Brand anywhere else. The color is also flattering. It's dark blue which makes it super versatile. I wanna post a pic of it but i can't find it on the net so yea :( But seriously, J Brand is so worth it! So if you are looking for awesome jeans, I totally recommend J Brand. However my sister loves Citizens of Humanity jeans. I have never owned one so I can't really tell but lemme tell you this, my sis has awesome fashion sense ( I am not being bias! ) so yea I think you can also consider this brand. I hope I can find my J Brand jeans soon or maybe in my dorm room back in Malaysia :((((( wish me luck!

Anyway, I've been thinking that I should start bringing my camera with me and start posting more pictures from my real life so that my readers can get better insight into my life even though I know it's quite bland compared to the life of other bloggers. :(

question : have you ever lost your favorite fashion item? what was it and did you find it back?

Anyway, good night loves! see you on the next post! <3 off to my beauty sleep :)

December's Lust List

printed silk kimono from Massimo Dutti

DKNY cozy cardigan

House of Harlow metal fringe earrings

 DKNY Be Delicious Perfume

What's your Lust List for this month? :)

I hope S is reading this and gives me one of these as Christmas present. :D

Even though he is Muslim, he should bear in mind that I'm a Christian lol.

P.S : The cardigan and the kimono will surely help in super cold lecture classes and I want to be a fashionable doctor, not the nerdy and messy looking one. :P