cravings

what is wrong with girls and their endless craving for guys' attention?

so many dramas have arisen from this.

my friend happens to be the victim.


she is such a sweetheart with sparks in her eyes.

however many have judged her because of this. including me.


maybe i am writing this as a way to repent my sin. maybe i am not. but i know for a fact that i am writing this to save others from unnecessary dramas in the future.


because this insane craving, she fought with her 2 ex-bestfriends.

she knows what people think of her.


she is doing everything she can to fix her friendship.


but it is all too late now.



 

Gossip... What's Your Stand?

Just admit it, when a bunch of girls meet, gossip bonds them over. It is a common denied knowledge because when you hear the word gossip, your mind directly makes you think of a group of bimbos that only know how to pout and talk bad about others. That is exactly what happened. I just woke up from a long nap and suddenly my sister asked me to join her and her friends for a girl's night out. Then, when I met her friends, I found out that her ex is now dating the mean girl from my high school that I am never a big fan of. From there, the rest is history.

I know that this sounds so mean and bitchy but sometimes a little gossip is good. Not too much, just a little bit. Why only a little? Because when you gossip too much, you will one day realize that you will become this shallow person that always judges others. I have a love and hate relationship with gossip. I hate how it makes me feel super guilty, vain and shallow after doing it but I can't help the satisfaction of doing it. For me, I goss like I rant. My topic circulates around people whom I find super negative. Exhibit A, this mean girl from my high school because apparently she used to talk negatively about me and laughed about me when I was in high school when in fact I never did anything to her.

Anyway, this morning, I woke up feeling terribly bad and I promise you guys and myself that I will try to cut it back. Because if everyone keeps on gossiping, it will never end. Everyone will always badmouth everyone and that is not nice. So, I want to apologize because I gossiped last night but I wouldn't deny that it felt good in a way.

Besides gossip, we also talked about the latest fashion and beauty craze. Apparently my sister's friend works at Bazaar Magazine! :D And she wore the Hermes bangle I've been eye-ing for!

How lovely is this bangle?

  For dinner, I ordered squid ink ravioli with seafood and mascarpone cheese. It was not fantastic and quite bland to be honest but the seafood was fresh so I devoured all the squids and shrimps but I only ate one ravioli. I also ordered vanilla tea which tasted divine! :)))

I would not mention the restaurant name because usually the food is good ( according to my sister ) so when I give it a second try and I think it's good, then I will mention the name. :))

I am going back to Malaysia on the 12th! I can't wait to see S! :))