Sunday Soundtrack

I hope you guys had an amazing weekend, especially for those who celebrated Eid over the weekend.

I have been listening to this song over and over. It's quite refreshing after being subjected to Justin Bieber's sorry whenever I enter my friends' cars or a restaurant. 

sunday soundtrack

listening to this while sipping a cup of hot milo and doing my assignment evidence based medicine.

i am addicted to your chocolate high

went to see him through out the weekend. 

ended up making out even though we are just "friends" now.

cried because i know i will never fully have him to myself again.

he said i can still have his attention.

i know it will not happen.


i hope your sunday is more beautiful than mine

xoxo

sunday's soundtrack

there are always those people who have claimed a certain amount of love you have. 

and as this song says, i just cannot take my eyes off him.

we are still talking. in good terms. promised that we would be friends although we both know that will be a lie, sooner or later.

however, i wanna dip myself in that sea of lies. 

cos in that sea, the heat of the sun will not reach me.

sunday soundtrack and some random musings/shenanigans

HAPPY SUNDAY!

woke up after 6 hours of sleep. gosh. i miss sleeping for 8 hours. my eyebags can use a surgery right now. or the super expensive la mer eye cream

going to hit the gym for body pump class, do grocery, then study like usual. working out makes me feel sane and in control of my life.

i hate how i have a very short attention span. i get distracted easily when i study. i wish i can study like some people in my course. 

i woke up, made myself a cup of hot milk and now here i am, sipping my hot milk and blogging. life is good at these times. and the fact that i had a good night with my friend, N. we had sheesha last night and she was so nice! 

i am really scared for exam. i am afraid that i am going to fail this exam. so many things to study. i know i can do better. it is just hard to do so. but i believe if i put my mind to it, i can do it, juggling things between studying, taking care myself, and friends.

i saw S yesterday. he looked...odd. in a sense that, he looked.... i don't know how to describe it. i just found him....odd. he gained weight i think. he should do something about it. i am worried. he has high blood pressure. at the age of 24. it's not very common for a 24 years old boy, isn't it? i hope he is doing fine with his assignments as well. oh well. someone said he could not study when he was with me. so yeah. nevertheless, i hope he does something about his health. it is not funny to die from a heart attack at such a young age. *knock on the wood* and he has siblings who love him. so S, please please watch over your health.

anyway, i have to go. i have to get ready too. i have not been posting any good posts. i know. i am so sorry :(

this is my sunday soundtrack for this week. i just love this guy. he is so darn talented!

ciao! xx

sunday soundtrack

i have been pretty much listening to this song. the voice and the lyrics make me shiver. and cry. it just pretty much says whatever i am feeling right now.

i miss S. i saw him last night. tried being nice by saying a sincere hi. his face was gloomy. i guess i do not deserve him anymore. i am the reason why he is sad. he deserves someone else. 

there is time for everything. and now, it is time to let go.

sunday soundtrack. EARGASM

hotness. eyegasm. eargasm. 

if you guys don't feel the same way, then you guys are nuts.

yes, i am not taking back my words.

the hair. the voice. GOSH! *DROOL*

well. somewhat tie with adam levine.


definitely better than my anatomy lecturer who has perky gluteus maximus. ;)

WELL.DON'T JUDGE. that happens when you are a medical student. TRUE STORY


off to have awesome lunch date with elaine and tracy <3

ciao!

sunday soundtrack : i am not crazy. i am just a lil unwell.

if only you had stayed a tad bit longer. you would have known that i am not crazy. 

i was unwell.

but now i am well.

i learned to be myself again. 

it was not all smooth. but yea, it worked 

just because you are so much older than me, does not mean that you are always right.

 

Sunday Soundtrack ;)

Okay, since I am missing S so much, I think this song is my perfect Sunday Soundtrack. 


Gym Class Heroes ft. Neon Hitch - Ass Back Home

[Neon Hitch - Chorus]
I don’t know, where you’re going
Or when you’re coming home
I left the keys under the mat to our front door
For one more chance to hold you close
I don’t know, where you’re going
Just get your ass back home

[Travie McCoy]
We both knew this type of life didn’t come with instructions
So I’m trying to do my best to make something out of nothing
And sometimes it gets downright shitty in fact
When you call and I don’t even know what city I’m in at
Or what day of the week in the middle of the month
In a year I don’t recall
It’s like my life’s on repeat and the last time we spoke
I told you I wouldn’t be long,
That was last November, now December’s almost gone
I’d apologize but I don’t realize what I’m doing wrong

[Chorus]
I don’t know, where you’re going
Or when you’re coming home
I left the keys under the mat to our front door
For one more chance to hold you close
I don’t know, where you’re going
Just get your ass back home

[Travie McCoy]
And you’ve been nothing but amazing
And I never take that for granted
Half of these birds would have flew the coop
But you, you truly understand it
And the fact you stood beside me,
Every time you heard some bogusness
You deserve a standing o ‘cause they’d a just been over it
Let em talk, let em talk, let em talk, let em talk
Like we don’t hear what they saying
Let em walk, let em walk, let em walk, let em walk
We’ll just drive by and keep waving
Cause you and I above all that
Just let them wallow in it
Now they all choked up, yuck
Cause they be swallowing it

[Chorus]
I don’t know, where you’re going
Or when you’re coming home
I left the keys under the mat to our front door
For one more chance to hold you close
I don’t know, where you’re going
Just get your ass back home

No one hold me down like you do sweetheart
You keep doing that, I keep doing this
We’ll be alright in the end
Trust that
We put the us in trust, baby
Let’s go

I don’t care what you’re after
As long as I’m the one, no
I don’t care why you’re leaving
You’ll miss me when you’re gone

[Chorus]
I don’t know, where you’re going
Or when you’re coming home
I left the keys under the mat to our front door
For one more chance to hold you close
I don’t know, where you’re going
Just get your ass back home.
 
copied from azlyrics.com

What's your Sunday Soundtrack peeps? Have a great Sunday! :)

Sunday Soundtrack

I have decided to make a special post every Sunday called Sunday Soundtrack. The idea is to put the lyrics of a song that can totally reflect what I am feeling at that particular time. So, since H has been occupying mind, I think this song by Beyonce called Best Thing I Never Had can depict my feelings perfectly. Enjoy! :)

What goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),
What goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),
I say what goes around comes back around, hey! (my baby),
What goes around comes back around...

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right,
No lies, no wrong,
Boy I must have been out of my mind,
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you,
You showed your ass and I, I saw the real you!

Thank God you blew it,
Thank God I dodged the bullet,
I'm so over you
So baby go lookin' out!

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad,
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
You turned out to be the best thing I never had,
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had,
Oh yeah, I bet it sucks to be you right now!

So sad, you're hurt,
Boo hoo, oh did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears,
I guess that's why they ain't there,
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you,
You showed your ass and baby yes I saw the real you!

Thank God you blew it,
Oh thank God I dodged the bullet,
I'm so over you,
Baby go lookin' out!

Beyonce Best Thing I Never Had lyrics found on http://www.directlyrics.com/beyonce-best-thing-i-never-had-lyrics.html

[Chorus]
I wanted you bad,
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
I say, you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Hmm and I'll never be the best thing you never had,
Oh baby I bet it sucks to be you right now!

I know you want me back,
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away,
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life,
Thank God I found the good in goodbye!

[Chorus]
Oh I used to want you so bad!
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
And I will always be the best thing you never had,
Ouhh best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad!
I'm so through with it,
'Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had,
Ouh I'll never be the best thing you never had,
Ohh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now!

(What goes around comes back around),
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now,
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now,
(What goes around comes back around),
I bet it sucks to be you right now.

Yes H, it sucks to be you right now. You didn't make it to Monash and you lost me. Hope you learned your lesson. I am happy with S now :) <3