it is confusing.
just when i thought i am starting to get my shit together, society gives us chores, responsibilities and expectations to meet. and all of them come with a deadline - which is NOW.
well, i kinda figured out that all the stupid mini dresses and skirts i bought at h&m were mistakes.
i figured out that looks matters A LOT to guys.
i figured out that lacy underwears are so comfortable.
i figured out that i do not have to look like a hobo to be fashionable and stylish. neither do i have to wear super expensive things. ( but a chanel bag never hurts anyone)
i figured out that i feel lonely but am not lonely most of the time.
i figured out that after all this time i actually do not really like wearing nail polish.
i figured out that smoking weed is not as cool as i thought before.
i have not figured out why i am so insecure.
i have not figured out why i always blabber and cannot shut my mouth when i need to.
i have not figured out why i let my mood control the better part of me.
i have not figured out how to stop procrastinating.
i have not figured out how to look effortlessly put together.
i have not figured out how to attract the right guy.
i have not figured out how to not overspend on some organic stuffs while doing grocery.
i wish there is a guide on how to survive in your 20s.
because i need it fucking bad.